Sunday, May 5, 2013

Moving on? Its not as easy as I thought

May 5, 2013

Some weeks I'm trying to move on from someone. That guy is very special for me. I have liked him for almost three years. Since the beginning, I really like him and it feels so hard to get over him. For me, he's really hard to forget.

At the beginning of 2013 he moved to another city. He had graduated from college anyway. I think it would be very difficult to forget him, but I keep trying. And finally I forget him. After a long time, I finally move on. I never thought it could be that easy. 

But in fact, it happen because we haven't meet for a long time. And today, after a long time I finally met him. Guess what?? I'm not totally get over him. When I saw him, I realized that I really miss him. I realized that some part of me still wants him. I dont know why, but the fact is I still love him, and it's really kill me that I cant have him. Its hard to pretend that I dont care when the fact is I still care about him.

I just realized, move on is not as easy as I thought

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